pit-stop
i am going back to melb in a few days.
heard the worse news ever.. health is wealth so dont stress, relax and be happy.
kinda wish i didnt come back for these two weeks but yet again, im glad to be there hopefully cheering my mum up abit, and seeing my dad getting some advice from him.
meeting up with the people that matter. i made it a point to go for everything and anything, i really did try my best.. turning up for bdays, celebrations and what not, not because of karma but because i am bothered.
partying has become secondary. no doubt, i partied like usual, drank like usual.. no more zouk as a default place
it just felt different without most of the usual people.
the new friends whom i bonded with in melb, the parties with you guys are the craziest. will never ever forget how we left zouk after 15minutes, ditching our individual friends because zouk didnt have 151.
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not forgetting how i do not have fate with mambo despite being at velvet. fml!
not bothering about trying to go this wed because i need my mambo friends
just need exams to be over for my friends everywhere in the world and those overseas to be back to singapore when im back again! misssss everyone being very free to hangout with no time limit :(
i have a sudden craving to buy a new camera so i'll be motivated to take photos and capture all the candid moments again... this blog will not look so gross and boring
my future plans will be shared soon & i knw where i stand and i am hoping the last push was good enough.
if not......
(2009-11-17)
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fuck yeah!
singaporeans, see you guys all in early nov but will be going back to melb on 20th nov.
uni has been crazy. 3 presentations, 1 assignment due this week.
weekends equally crazy. drank too much on fri, so much so that i was outside mac like a fool before i came home to crash but got woken up to go to seven at 1am. FORCED by my sis to go to seven because i told her a friend bbmed me to go. yes the whole car of people were ON. what choice do i have? changed and went to the club like a zombie. but it was all good fun.
& parklife on sat - an experience period
not sharing my arrival date because i knw what's waiting for me.. and i'll have to pay back so badly sooner or later both in singapore/melb
fuck yoo cannot drink dont drink, drunk dont blame me.. and yours truly is not ready for a black label challenge. im not that adventurous even if you give me pokka green tea(yeos suck!) lol.
i surrender!
(2009-10-06)
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dont hate me
i knw i promise to be back for mooncake festival but ive so much work, im sure everyone in spore is too busy for me(kidding) and resting up because of the crazy f1 weekend(sooo so jealous about it, fuel party and all). sweet december, i can hardly wait. no maybe, nov. i really need to make up my mind :S
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to whoever that bitched about my sis and i to my mum's friend:
you're just fucking jealous you dont knw how to mix fun with work. its just sad. and about taking drugs? i didnt know taking drugs openly was illegal? i love making a trip to the chemist for drugs because i always feel sick. is that your problem? getting drunk? oh dont be silly, my mum knows how much i party and drink. drinking at anytime of the day is normal in my family and we enjoy drinking. btw, she sends me to zouk/any club frequently. and when she was in melb, we partied as usual, went drinking and all. this is how cool my parents are, they are amazing and i love them for who they are, respecting my lifestyle choices and giving us the luxury to do so
sorry for making you so jealous that you've to resort to bitching about us.. the effort made and how you try to spoil our reputation, i want to thank you for the effort you made, the time you spent crafting such beautiful stories out and sadly we do not appreciate such effort but well its good to know that we are soooo 'famous' that our lives are worth bitching about. dont make us feel like a celebrity, we like to be low profile and i like living in my own world. really do hope you read this and come up to me, i'll buy you some champagne and congratulate you on your success and bring you to bubbles for a spin ;)
come on you knw you want toooo!
xoxo
(2009-09-29)
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i live for the weekends
literally partied from fri to sunday! it was a blastttt! on fri, i went to workshop for pam's farewell then to seven for a bit to say my Hi and all. while i was about to leave i received a phone call, shin was puking in the cab so i paid the cabbie 15bucks to drive faster.. drop me at 7-11 to buy water and cleaning stuff. paid off the nigga 100bucks.
on saturday, woke up at 5pm. did some work and at 3am headed to bubbles. stayed till 8am headed home to crash
sunday, i woke up at 5pm again. had dinner and was still feeling so dead.. headed to merdeka at cq. was soo fun. had alot to drink, 2 bottlesss. so many ppl were there! old and new friends! stayed till the last song! headed to chilli padis where we continued drinking.. ended up home with macd.
oh yess the fucking bitch carrying chanel blocked me and the walkway because she was taking photos, i said excuse me a few times didnt work, sweared at her she cannot hear. my friend pushed me to make her move but she damn 'solid', i kicked her never move. wished i was in my sharp heels.
WHAT'S THE BEST PARTTT?
i checked her fb (yes i do knw her! in my drunken state of mind..i rmbed she was from trinity so i went pointing at her asking her name. im usually a nice person, dont judge me k).. her status wrote, "my camera is broken" this is called retribution! & she happens to be my sister's group mate!
apparently i was so pissed off, i was a whining bitch swearing off like hell. i told someone chase whoever i dont knw at the table off tho its not my table(its part of my table). because i claim my friends should sit and not stand around. im usually nice :D
time to face reality, need to finish my assignment that was due on sunday then my holiday can begin!!
(2009-09-01)
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get over
this week is crazy with 3 assignment due. i finish one yesterday at 6am when its due on wednesday!
powering up with V(redbull like drink). determined to finish it by tonight, not intending to sleep because ive so many things to do in the day and by the time i wake up, everything will be close. need to stay awake till 3.30pm.. go home crash wake up and do more work! this will continue till the week ends. which means i'll be living in isolation and i will be a walking zombie holding my coffee in uni, stoning outside buildings for breathers.
the weekends was the usual except i drank alot less because i was sick
my mum is coming next week, kinda looking forward to that but this means major tidying up. my holidays will be a time for me to catch up with work and spend time with my mum and a break from partying.
this weekend is suppose be my hardcore partying week(fri-sun) but my assignment is due on sunday. shall see how it goes...
FMPL (fuck my pink life)
(2009-08-26)
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missed
I feel like murdering my throat so irritating I can't sleep!
Being sick makes me miss home and the concern everyone shows me.
I don't even want to tell my mum because she gets soooo paranoid. Its just common flu thought it was h1n1. I'm a stupid fool la :(
I want my black jelly with maluka honey :( I like how I can go to the doct anytime without effort made. How I can be a patient when I sick not like here, I've to nurse myself back to health
Ya and since I can't talk without coughing. I had my fair share of venting using text. Thank you and sorry if you happen to be at +65. Your concern is appreciated and needed :)
(2009-08-21)
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stress relief
I went for spore national day celebration, sadly the moment I walked in I couldn't wait to get out. I refuse to go for the prendp celebration at seven tho they were playing mambo songs. Instead I went for bass station! Awesome hardstyle music, its loveee! I really want to go back again.. But I still prefer being in an asian club!
Slowly getting back on track with uni.. Not used to the stupid new subj I'm taking. Suddenly I've so many emails to send/reply. My bb should come in handy but the emails are so long, was stress reading it! Need to start organizing my dates and all too.
Its only week 4 and I've so much work to do! Not liking this sem very much tho.
Oh yes went for tydis at chasers last weekend! He was good but not hard enough. Been cutting down on happy hour in the recent weeks. Sad sad sad
Committed a sin by eating rabbit but it was so good. The last night I ate it unknownly this time I ordered it :S I feel bad
My timetable is pretty awesome. Mon and tues off! But I need to catch up on work and run some errands. Its time to forgo thurs happy hour because fri is getting intense :S
I'm dying out already when I should be motivated
(2009-08-10)
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motivation
i need motivation to go to uni, went for half a lecture and i gave up. so typical me!
and now i cannot sleep. because i napped after coming home.
all ive been doing is eat coffee drink sleep and suffering in the cold because im too stubborn to wear shoes.
ive drank non stop since last monday. because it was my last week in singapore. and on fri, i was a comedy. how to not die with a alcohol buffet?
(2009-07-22)
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hello melb,
you've been missed.
for now, i feel happyyy to be back! tho i will miss singapore.
went for breakfast at brunswick street after touching down then home to put my luggage and now going to ikea.
will update more later
(2009-07-19)
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life..
Going to be my last week in Singapore.. Not a good thing when results are gonna be out v soon. Melb uni's out already. So worried for mine :/
In this world you've to pay for your mistakes but not that much till the extreme extend right? Oh life..
Love and hate. Happy or sad you got to live on.. Shall do a bright happpy nails to cheer myself up :)
stomach acting up can't drink gassy shit &
ive not slept doing lame things again... Can't sleep anymore. Too Many unpleasant news.
Currently at sicc now trying to destress so later I can sleep.
(2009-07-10)
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it's official
done with my semester, finallyyyyy!!!!
& home quarantine is ending soon - wed 8am!
fuck i realized im taking tamiflu. dont know if i can drink. need to sleep, laters
(2009-06-17)
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not ready to go
I don't knw what's pulling me back but I'm not ready to go home
Winter sound system was awesomeeeee! Armin and tydis were great!
So happy that I got to see tydis spin. Yayyy for armin's happy songs!
Not like dj shah, I ended up tearing. The lights were amazing! And I was on the top of the world!
I'm gonna miss this place a whole load esp if this is my last year.. I found my comfort zone here.
My mum is gonna kill me knowing how much I started to like melb..
And it hasn't struck me how some friends are living this sem and I've not had a chance to say a proper goodbye
Oh well.. There's a time everyone has to leave. I should stop..
But I do miss sg, yet I'm not ready to go home. :(
(2009-06-09)
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if i am
6 years older, i will buy a valentino bag. its the bomb tho it doesnt cost that much i like having bags that i can buy later... before i run out of bags i like.
3 years older, i will buy a ysl muse bag.
2 years older, i will buy.... some prada bag.
1 year older, still balenciaga and non mainstream labels.
when i earn my first 10k, i will buy a birkin for my mum in ostrich skin the rest sponsored by my dad!
and now i still cannot see myself using chanel
my 3rd + year using balenciaga and i am still not sick of it but loving it more.. i am officially the most boring person on earth!
sorry for this bimbotic entry its 5am and i cant decide if i should sleep or stay up and go for my 9.30am lecture.
(2009-05-13)
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seriouslyyyy
I'm more scared than ever to go back to singapore! My friends found an after party place after clubbing that opens till morning! No supper but a trance club! Goshhh as stupid edmund says I can do my running man in heels for hours aft 4 jagerbombs. And go on non stop like what I did at seven
And a belated bday party which shennie is planning
If I don't go back its because I need to save my liver if I hide at home its because my liver is injuried
This is a plead to everyone who wants to see me die in sg because I was not back during easter. Shuk is 20! No longer a teen, can't play already please err spare her from excessive black label nights and house parties.
For now my return date will be a secret that I'll never tell.
And this post has been mailed to whoever who I think will be responsible for this.
Xoxo
Till june xx
(2009-05-07)
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mute
My phone speaker decides to die on me :( quite a good thing, my phone bills will be low for once but I got to get it fix and hopefully it does cost a bomb. I think my bb drank some the terik?
I'm still very fond of my bb even tho its so common now
Partyed my weekends away. Seven on fri for mel's bday and lavish on sat, good old days where friday nights were left solely for lavish. On sun slept in went for late lunch with ivan, braved the cold drinking hot choc at graeco and watched 17
So much work, no motivation. Its nearly 5am and I'm trying to get started on some work and forgo the much need sleep.
& if you use a bb give me ur bb pin! Need more contacts.
(2009-04-28)
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uni and me
this week is stressing the hell out of me. my life revolves around staying in the lab. even though im not productive all the time, i still stay in uni. i face the 24inch imac like its my boyfriend and i have this 'personal' imac which i store all my 'secrets'. the back staircase area is my favourite hangout and only comfort in uni. we have our moment, taking a 3 minute breather.
black patent bal clutch is being hold as hostage till i fix my shopping problem thanks to issac :( when i paid for it!
(2009-04-01)
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melbourne
i am alive, sorry i have not been replying msn message that often of late. my bb is not set up with bbm, internet and all, still so no 'live' updates of photos for now. and ive been pretty busy with uni and catching up with the melb ppl who ive not seen for months. wished i was still on a holiday but well.. 100days i'll be home. 14(more or less) mambos later :)
its hello seven after four long months. hopefully it'll be good with the rnb and retro pop music.
i had a blast during summer, the summer break felt too short but good times end real fast. it ended well with the best company i could ever ask for. thank you everyone for being a part of my fabulous and massive summer. i couldnt ask for more although many times, its always zouk and more zouk. you knw how i say im sick of partying i still enjoy it. thanks for all the company though you guys rather stay put and my insistence on ending my night at zouk.
stupid shuk
#1 a blackberry outwitted me(IVAN NGO YOU GOTTA SAVE ME!)
#2 i refreshed my timetable page thinking its not ready yet but it turned out i should click 'select'.. so now my timetable is very damn fucked up
#3 edmund the ah beng tricked me into doing this boring media subj by telling me that how there isnt an exam and how lil work there is and now that i know the truth... if i change out of it my timetable will suck.
(2009-02-24)
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before i forget
i had one of the most awesome weekend. i wished the weekends never had to end now that ive work. 2 more days till the end of this torture!
starting from friday where we met up for farewells for the melb/sydney people. partied from st james to zouk. met up with some old friends like john(its been too long) and met a few new ones. we lasted less than 20 min in zouk and decided to party outside then went to mac for breakf.
sat - v day! picnic with the chubis at mount faber. homemade bento box. we brought sparkling wine, soft drinks and even ice! very cool la.
the rest of night .. spend at zouk. in bet i went for a friend's bday party for abit. i decide every friend's bday should have a pinata. except mine! too funny.
& sun was spend bumming around, relaxing and reading a book which made me felt enlightened in a way. after dinner went to good old gardens for coffeee, never wanted to go home because dont want to go to work.
flying back next week, sorta decided on when im gonna fly. that should be it, next thursday
(2009-02-18)
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note to self:
never ever act smart and drink 1/3 more a bottle of mallacan. i felt like i was on top of the world but now i feel like my head is splitting and piercing.
(2009-02-11)
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3 more...
mambo this week.. no comedy! because of sober ng, tan and teng! have a bit.. friend's friend sleeping by the riverside, attempted to smoke inside the club and drunkards(what's new they are always amusing).
and last week i completed a mon-wed-fri zouk cycle as i did not have work from mon-thurs. ive not gambled yet! its obvious why. chinese new year.. pretty much the same.
they never play summer rain yest!
(2009-02-05)
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beyond the sky in planet TTT
what's new? Tata Tan was damn fucking flying high on wed again. it wasn't sara cake or flying shoes or tan beng beng but phuture is the present, present is phuture and playing hide and seek with me!
after I say hi to a friend she run until dont know where so i called her and just happen she was talking to chubiyink.
Shuk: EH TAA WHERE ARE YOU?!
TTT: Beside dustbin....
Shuk: WHERE THE F*CK ARE YOU LA!
TTT: I'm next to yellow stripes......
Shuk: HUH? Where are you i need to look for you to return you your camera!
TTT: I'm at Phuture Wine Bar YOUAREHERE!
Shuk: WHERE THE F*CK ARE YOU LA
TTT: I'm behind you... HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE
Shuk: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA FASTER TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU
TTT: I'm in front of you..... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Shuk: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
TTT: I'm at PGP!!!!!
Shuk: OK OK I GO FIND YOU NOW!
part 2, called back after chilling for abit
shuk: seriously, tell me where the fuck are you?
TTT: hahaha i am beside you!
shuk: wah lan, dont siao
TTT: behind you hahaha
shuk: yeah right(i didnt turn and ray pointed, is it that girl beside the atm?)
TTT: HAHHAHAHAA(her way through while i walk there and kp her but she still HAHAHA-ING)
and i receive another call from zac who claims he is sober and edmund was gone thanks to the drink i left at phuture.
zac: YOUR AKON 47 KILLED EDMUND!
shuk: what akon?
zac: AK0N 47, THAT FUCKING DETERGENT DRINK
shuk: haha, AK LA. you okay not? where are you?
zac: talking to you
shuk: dude, you are talking to me through the phone if you've realized
zac: phuture
shuk: which part? i meet you at smoking area in between phuture and zouk?
zac: NOOOOOOOO YOU GOING TO MAKE ME DRINK AKON 47 RIGHT?
(2009-01-30)
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the mist
i am scared, scared that 2009 goes haywire because its been crazy enough in a way.
i had a very good weekend with armin and sister bliss. armin was sooo good maybe because i wasnt expecting much, stayed till the end for both nights. i wished armin never ended or rather i had an oxygen mask and a bottle of water. the next day my energy died out. the more experience me equipped myself with a can of redbull.. haha but i spend half the time at velvet/winebar chilling and i went only at 12 so i didnt have to anticipate for the opening, it was in just time for me to drink then enjoy. later, i went for a macd spin in the midst.
i guess deserve this after a crazy week at work. i didnt miss mambo, instead i got crazy high on ak 47s, flaming and 42 below. went to work dozing offf. okay nights. need to wake up at 8am
(2009-01-13)
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09 (be prepared, its hell damn v long and i feel like adding some photos!)
i hate hangovers because i need time to recover
i hate my need for sleep because i overslept too many meet ups
i hate summer school because they steal my sister/friends away
let me say bye to the hangovers, oversleeping and welcome myself to the year of appearing on time, drinking less and the most important thing graduating ON TIME.
08 has beeen a up down crazy ass year but ive my learn enough to know what i need to. i'll keep my promise. no more thunder storms and paranoia scares.. i'll rely more on myself and make it through the storm, somehow some way. i'll find a way because its not worth just throwing the bright light ahead away. without the newly made melb friends and friends, melb will not be that easy and enjoyable. you guys make me feel like this is home, too in melb. i know leaving melb for good will be a tragedy for myself and im not ready to leave..
i'll bring on the new year.. with a positive attitude (im not feeling it now sadly).
mamboing into 09 was funnnn, a little memory lost but all good and phuture was pretty good. family friends dinner was good too after that a group of us left early went to zouk together. ended the night with supper and a stay at gallery hotel with the chubis.
glad i got to catch up with jeff over a couple of apple shooters on fri although it wasnt the best place and the nicest thing to call up a friend for but still.. urm yes. to sign me into zouk. 7th year of friendship okay
& ended manpin's last day in spore at zouk. she's too happening, i know. i need to learn how to be more happening like my sister.
i finally got to meet shennie and issac after a long while with the others too because shuk woke up at a decent time.
(2009-01-05)
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december
christmas eve was lovely and ive never wished i was anywhere else. it was a quiet affair with my family. we had our dinner, headed to lan kwai fong, the most happening street in hk, experience the xmas spirit in hk and chill at a bar with a couple of drinks while counting down to xmas. it was a different yet memorable christmas.
the festive season gives you another reason to party and drink more but i do think, a special day deserves to be remember so stop at happy high.. and leave the crazy, massive drinking for the usual partying days. where all the drama and comedy surfaces and be repeated again and again. these memories never fail to crack me up.
memory failure is a pain and the worst feeling isnt the hangover but waking up with puzzle pieces floating around. the more i think, more i dig.. to no avail and this is when i regret, if only i chose my camera over mr alcohol.. things will be different. or i do wish i was a closet camwhore so the very least, i could hide the unglam shots forever and ever.
soo ive frequenting mambo night often enough, the various chill out places, powerhouse at st james more often and the other random drinking places. wine bar is nice to chill at when you want to the 'more happening' pubbing feeling?
move on from all the drinking and partying, ive been catching up for occasional lunches, regular coffee, dinner, supper with friends. shopping less than usual.
the list goes on with what ive been doing for the past month..
5 days spent at hk. eat and shop and shop and eat. i didnt buy much though, wasnt in the mood.
i will post some photos soon when i buy a card reader.
(2008-12-30)
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